I'm learning how to be alone, and to be okay with it. I'm now learning that being alone doesn't equate with being lonely, especially if you believe in a loving Creator, a God who wants to relate and commune with your life, one who wants to be near all the time. That's something that I have always had trouble, and still do. How do live in such a way as to be near to God? How to I talk to Him? How am I to understand Him? To relate to Him? God often seems to be a great concept in my mind, rather than a tangible relationship. But, maybe, just maybe, with this intentional time of separation from relationships, I'll how to put my relationship with God first. Make that what I live for, rather than trying to please people, to live up to expectations. Maybe I can really face myself with only God to turn to for approval. Poco a poco.
OMG!!!!!!!!!!I I'm absolutely loving reading your blog!!!! I'm typing this from mark's ps3 though and ii can't say it's not tedious . i'll write you an email soon though. ps i just gave your blogsite's addy out to mark dawson!!! he sd there's the beginning of snow falling in co!! ok i'm just going to email the rest!!!
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Solitude is a spiritual discipline, so I'm glad you're learning about it.
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